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Saturday, August 28, 2004'♥

*yawnz*
1st dae start work at escape
working under retail
lyk kana isolated in 1 corner...haha
but is alrite la...kinda slack...slack e whole dae
humph...t.k they all bully mi!!!
esp tt toopid t.k....humph...he lyk so free
kip coming into our shop...wahaha
*faints*
but quite tiring...dono can cope not...muz work muz study
i can die...dey still wan mi go baq work on weekdaes...*faint*
c how la...juz scared no tym pei my deardear worz..
haikz...miz him so damn freaking much...*hugz*
lurve u lots..*muacks*
k la gonna rest...still gotta work tmr...*yawnz*

Zombie@8/28/2004 11:28:00 PM



Wednesday, August 25, 2004'♥

had a/c c.a 2dae
was so...haha how shld i sae?
chicken feet? =x
got confidence sure pass liaoz...(i hup)
haha 1st tym i feel tis wae 2wards a/c siaz
*bleahz* heez.
went meet dear² aft skool
was raining so heavily when we rch tamp
..*faintz*..
walk walk at tm den slack at coffeebean
went 2 meet ivy at mellinsa hse dere ard evening tym
den went up 2 her hse...haha carn believe she actually cooked.
nort bad la yah...hahaz.
sho long nv c her liaoz...=p
ate n slack at her hse...*yawnz* damn funni siaz dey all
den dear² gotta go liaoz sho we go off 1st wif ivy
yupz...*yawnz*...hao lei arz...

im.missing.u.badly
*spout*

Zombie@8/25/2004 09:29:00 PM



Tuesday, August 24, 2004'♥

so bored...very bored...damn damn bored
so decided 2 blog aft doing e survey in friendster...
wahaha...nth 2 do la..
24.o8.o4
marks e new beginning of our lyf..
*grinz* luv u 2 bits dear..
juz wan a simple lyf 2gether wid u
n nth else matters
hup u mean wat u said alrite..=)
muz b gud n dunch bleach probation agn liaoz
juz left few more months le...juz tahan n u'll haf baq all ur freedom
yawnz...miz u tons...*hugZ*

Zombie@8/24/2004 11:11:00 PM



Monday, August 23, 2004'♥

juz finish doing e script 4 tmr esc oral presentation
dont knoe if im able 2 rch 2 mins not worz...
haikz...but hack la...
juz now meet feng ming,liyi and terrence
haha they r so nice...2 come down tamp...muahahaz
went 2 eat at kfc n i had my banditoe!!!!
*yummY* sho full worz...
haha laugh my ass off while eating...some ppl kip gg 2 e toilet you mei you
wahahaha....n his wizard-ed actions...ok is dere such word aniwae
den terrence kip blaming mi 4 making him choke on his food
wheey...not my fault hor....hahaz...
k went 2 arcade aft tat...wahaha c terrance n liyi dance para...wahaha joker...
den play play la...
den e last tink terrance played...e punching thingy...dono wats tt called la...
tt fengming scare us can...coz whn terrance call him 2 try..
he lyk u-turn...den we tot he wan siam or walk awae
den he juz suddenly fly in front wif tis funny action n punch e tink down
den he lie dere 4 a sec den somemore he zhou guang behind...
muahahahhahahahhaa!so funnnnniiiiiiii his actions n stuffs....muahahha.
ok....ok....beta shut up....im gonna b dead if he reads tis.=x
tmr got sch agn....haven redo my a/c...haiyah hack care la.toopid 'cher.
go change my plc!idiot idiot idiot!humph!

Zombie@8/23/2004 12:07:00 AM



Sunday, August 22, 2004'♥

damn freaking bored now...
sianz...staying up late but im lyk rotting my lyf awae?
wat de heeeellllll
had breakfast at cafe cartel w momi
*yummY* sho fuuull sho nicee
hehz...k den went 2 e bank update my bank book n stuff...change my atm card 2 e bluee 1
so much nicer den e silver 1...hehez...=p
go shop shop ard den went pasir ris meet liyi
went 4 interview at escape...
tt stupid vincent or wateva he's called sux!
seriously seriously sux i swear!
waited 4 him 4 so damn long..gg 2 hrs lor~den make us ans lame ques n do e idiotic presentation
dono 4 wat fark~
n i kana retail~i DUN WAAAN
i wana go carnivaaaal...can i?
carnival lyk more fun den retail lor...haikz...wateva...shall c bout it...mayb c if can ask 4 transfer?
went 2 roger chalet wif jacko...haz...alrite la...juz dere 2 slack
tt bad bad boy kips bullying mi lor...humph
but i shall b nice n not b mean
den went off to tamp go makan
wo de tian ar...so borreeeddd...
arghhhhhhhhhh


Zombie@8/22/2004 01:43:00 AM



Thursday, August 19, 2004'♥

having esc lesson now..doing nth..
damn bo liaoz...gonna rot 2 death liaoz..*YAWNZ*
suppose 2 be doing my stupid script 2 prepare 4 mondae oral presentation test
but my mind is lyk so dead...not even working~
feeling sleepy now siaz...i nid red bull!!!
*hehehez*
dono wat 2 blog nowadaes...so haven been blogging yeahz..
brain-dead siaz..
k la...update agn...tataz.
-_-

Zombie@8/19/2004 11:51:00 AM



Monday, August 16, 2004'♥

rained so heavily aft skool!!!
wth...was drenched lor...so sickening...argh...they should build 1 shelter connecting frm inter to my sch ma!
wateva la...pei kelvin go p.s buy his ring den go down waterloo street pray
pray pray pray...den went 2 chou qian..
not veh gud...haikz...wateva dun wana sae so much...
rush down 2 bdk accompany ivy c dr.
so sorry worz kel...left u alone...but was rly in a rush...feel so bad...=(
n'wae...ya...happily taking pic wif her...wahaha lyk siao char bohs...
walk walk den slack ard den home sweet home~!
so tired can...*YAWNZ* wahahha...
yawnz...so sianz....hair still wet wet...carn slp...lazy 2 blow it dry
hahaz...=x
sigh...was still tinking abt tt tink...im gg crazy...gg nuts!
e feeling's far 2 terrible...
nv did i expect aft so mani months...
i'm still crying over him...lyk wat e fuck...wats wif mi...
y carn i juz let go of it...i hate it hate it hate it....
when can i get u replaced in my hart...juz when will tt be...
wo yi jing shang hen lei lei le...wo ye hen lei le...=<

Zombie@8/16/2004 10:35:00 PM



Sunday, August 15, 2004'♥

been very lazy 2 blog nowadaes =x
weekend is alrite kinda fun but tiring..
slept at lyk 5 plus in e morn on both daes liaoz
so gonna slp early 2nite coz tmr got skool agn
so so sianz...yawnz
ytd went town...walk walk
den went 4 a drink at meridian dere...e corner...
was wondering e whole tym dere wats e tinky tt ppl haf been puffing awae
is obviously not ordinary smoke...is it weeds?
but tot its illegal in sg?
veh curious worz...ar...wateva...hehz...
yawnz...was craving 4 mac-wings ya
so went baq 2 bdk 2 eat...juz nice b4 e mac closed.
wahahahaha...*so heng*
my comment box's gone...arghh
irritating piece of shit~
HAIKZ...

Zombie@8/15/2004 07:22:00 PM



Thursday, August 12, 2004'♥

went to watch the village wif kelvin aft sch
e show seriously sucks i swear
ppl who havent watch it pls dunch go waste ur $$ on tt stupid show
but well..*heng* got tt mad guy entertained mi thru-out..
else rly will fall asleep siaz..=x
he's mad..s if he owns e cinema...can faint...wahahhaz.
waited 4 jacko 2 come aft tat
damn..i lyk getting more patient le siaz
hehz..wateva..=x
im so pissed..dropped my eye-liner..tink in e cinema..
argh..gota get 1 tmr by hook or by crook
i carn live w/o tat man~!
*arghhhhz*


Zombie@8/12/2004 10:11:00 PM



Wednesday, August 11, 2004'♥

feeling damn lethargic...damn shag now can
*yawnz*
got bzf n pie tests tmr...*seh*
is lyk wth...pie oso got tests?
stupid lor...nth beta 2 do~!
sch was slack & fun 2dae
hahz...s usual rite...feel s if im attending some kinda play-skool ya?
lolz..=D
was talking abt wana go escape work part tym?
4.5o per hour worz
lyk abit low rite e rate..but nvm la
try go 4 e interview already den c how yup
at least got some income..beta den nth..damn poor now siaz..=(

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Zombie@8/11/2004 10:40:00 PM



Monday, August 09, 2004'♥

tis ongling kee siao 2dae
suddenly jio mi go play tennis
*~diao~*
went bdk sports complex 4 e stupid tennis game
is suppose 2 b fun...but im rly damn tired liao
den tt ger...her balls r damn *aham* wonderfuuuul
*faints*
now body aching...2 long nv play liao
stamina lack skills lack everytink lack
can die...feel lyk taking up tennis agn...but shld i?
tmr got sch agn...sickening...*yawnz*

Zombie@8/09/2004 11:14:00 PM



'♥

HaPPi NatIonAl dAe~~!
wahahah...ok lame...=x
got home at lyk an hr ago..
go mit yijian in town..den went dwn esplanade aft tt
mit liyi,kelvin,fengming,deb n her 2 frienz
wah laoz...e human jam was lyk fuck!
so pek cek!i wonder whr all e stupid ppl come from!
sickening ass~~!
took lyk 1/2 hr 2 walk baq 2 citY hall can..tsk~!
ok now tat stupid f.m is trying 2 make mi regret 4 not staying 4 e concert...
wat an ass...hahaha...
coz i left juz when e concert starts
gotta go mit winnie,jacko n xiaoying @ parkwae mah...
keep suan-ing jacko...col her go b guy...hehe...er...butch la i mean...
coz...u noe...wahahaha ok beta not sae...ltr she kill mi siaz...
so sianz now...rotting 2 death liao...-_-

Zombie@8/09/2004 02:09:00 AM



Friday, August 06, 2004'♥

National Dae Celeb todae..
wasted 6 bucks on tat bloody hang ten shirt
shouldnt even haf bought it coz i nv even wear~!
lyk so ass sia...6 bucks is still $$ rite...
urm...well..e celeb is alrite la..quite ok...
i luv e hip hop & break dance part!!!
so damn ultra ultra cool can...esp tt guy doing turn-tables
lyk wow...*screams!!!**whistles!!*=x
k other den tat...i was lyk practically stoning all e wae?
got tis food fair in e canteen aft e concert...
went dere makan...damn hungry...
e food dunch look appetising 2 me ya..
so end up juz eat mee goreng n my crabstick,hotdogs..
aint full at all lor..wth...but aiyah who cares..
gonna sleep my life awae 2dae..hahz
damn tired...*yawnz* -_-

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
>=<.still.lurv3inG.&.mIssInG.u.><.s0.mUcH.taT.iT.hurTz.s0.badly.>=<

Zombie@8/06/2004 05:05:00 PM



Wednesday, August 04, 2004'♥

kip having probs getting into xplorer
wah lao lyk finally i can get in...wth..so pissed man!
mood aint gud today
veh fuck up siaz...flared up during com lesson
1st tym since sch started
been tolerating lotsa stuffs n controlling my temper
but deres a limit 2 it!
but ya cool myself dwn wif tose stupid entertainments frm kelvin...thanks man.=)
its juz so fun when he's ard...though alwaz kana scolded by e stupid bzf cher coz o him...
but nvm la....i carn possibly b stoning all dae long during tose boring lessons~!
went 2 temples aft sch..1 at somewhr ard balestier dere n 1 dono at whr
weather freaking hot...can faint.
n tt stupid kelvin made us run aft e bus n den made us alight at e wrong stop somemore!!!
stupid asshole...=x
took bus baq...n e journey 4 me was lyk almost 2 hrs can!!
wa lao!den in e bus tt stupid kel kip using his stupid wallet 2 knock our heads.
idiot kid...haha...oh well he juz keep toking 2 himself la...having some mental probs
so i wun blame him oso..wahahahha..
oh he got a new nick...he name it himself...guess wat..he actually called himself 'xia0-hua'
wahahhaha...now i noe he aint a guy aft all...n i tink he mean hua-chi ba..lolz..=x
tmr gonna go bugis shop shop...but i'm so so broke!!!*screams*
argh...wateva...life juz sux sux sux!!!

Zombie@8/04/2004 08:19:00 PM



Monday, August 02, 2004'♥

was doing a.c in klass 2dae whn my fone vibrated
tears swelled up immediately aft reading e msg..
it says:Mr Quah passed away this morning. Please pray for his soul to rest in peace. Pass this message on to all the sacians you know.
it was juz less den a yr ago when he was still so fine
barking & yelling at us in skool
it was juz few mths ago when i saw him at parkwae
they said he had recovered
n juz y did tis happen?
he was e best teacher i've ever had
e best teacher on earth,I swear.
someone who shows his care,luv & concern 2wards students in a very diff. wae
a wae which we'll alwaz rem..
i've got 2 much 2 sae 2 him..juz so much gratitudes i've had 2wards him
n if its not 4 him..i may not b who i am 2dae
all my years in sac..he never fails 2 keep an eye on me
n though i tot i could get out of this sickening bastard back den when i was out of tennis end of sec 3
God juz wans him 2 watch over me still n make him our co-form in sec 4 & p.e t'cher in sec 5
rem baq den in sec sch..i was far too mischevious..
alwaz get into lots n lots of troubles wif e sch discipline
n 4 tis once baq in sec 4..i saw tears in his eyes when he was having another one-2-one talk wif me
my hart aches..coz e tinks tat he said rly touched my hart
"i've watched u grown up.frm sec 1-5.u r such a sweet & innocent ger baq in sec 1 who doesnt get into ani troubles.but wat is it tat causes all tis changes tat lead 2 wat u r now?"
tis sentence of his...makes me tink baq...makes me wana change 4 e beta in every aspects of lyf
to make life beta 4 me & everybody
Mr Quah..u r n u will alwaz be e BEST t'cher,coach & guadian in my hart
Someone who inspires my life
I'll alwaz rem e tinks u taught me..
N e spirit of u will b wif me alwaz..
I love you

Zombie@8/02/2004 05:14:00 PM



Sunday, August 01, 2004'♥

juz got home frm town
was eating at tamp mac tis morn wif jacko
got so mani sacians ard dere
*faints*
saw tose juniors..but hehz carn rem their names liaoz
so just smile..=x
den saw deb..her face lyk so shock whn c mi?
salimah come meet us at coffee bean ltr
hahaz tt gurl..she looks lyk chocolate!
so tanned!!!
kk den went town..went p.s makan
n got tis MAD guy juz sit down wif us
so rude~!
den he keep talking 2 himself den smile n look at us
damn scary can!wth!!
was walking past o.g
den heard na-ta-li
wat an ass..turned ard..was eric n his friends
idiot la wat na-ta-li..
went scotts find ongling den slack in her storeroom
hahz..
she arz..lyk her father's company..work lyk u noe...she's e boss..
went over 2 fareast den saw tat melvin(agn)
walk walk ard den go mit nana & ling liaoz aft their work
slack at meridian
crap ard...
n somebody is juz so damn farking lame lor
crazy gurl...
very very tired...
*yawnz*


Zombie@8/01/2004 12:27:00 AM







.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
__.x.__2nd June__.x.__
__.x.__facebook__.x.__

.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings



.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips

+ Knowing whats happiness


.HER.LINKS.

+ Debra
+ Liyi
+ Evelyn
+ Kriz
+ Jacinta
+ OngLing
+ Siu Ing
+ Wei Ye
+ Pamela
+ Debbie
+ Ummi
+ Ain
+ Yvonne

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.HER.TUNE.


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